cupcakeater12

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You? by cupcakeater12, literature

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what is there to type exactly? I find myself at this moment, sort of lost. A weird sense of feelings.. there might be a sense of silence inside me or is it just emptiness? fidgeting over what to type... I've had over more than an infinty amount of time thinking about others and their opinions and their reactions and how others feel.. I realized that maybe, wanting to understand others is too dangerous do you know why? Because you can't always think of others and know how they feel, when you, yourself, don't know what is it exactly what they are feeling. You just crave to also know how that feels. but sadly.. you know everyone's way of b

exit wounds by cupcakeater12, literature

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exit wounds

A devistating song, in wich you are the cause of these wounds, i am in shock, and you keep repeating yourself, but i already am numb to respond. i am dizzy i can't understand anymore. my world stoped making sense, and you just walked as if i was the stranger you you found akward to talk to, i tried to look at myself and as i walk to check my wounds the hospital recalled it as exit wounds. im broken glass i, myself into pieces, im in an emergency room, to see if i can be fixed. the distance of myself and i is at the other side of the universe. as a battle i repeat, i can't understand, who would ever be with me? i encounter myself in dep

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There are times where... you just can't breathe, where everything become a nightmare, where the world crumble's into you. You can't tell if your suffocating, or just to much frustration. But stop that. stop it now. put some headphones on. listen to the lyrics from music that can make you smile. happiness isn't only found in love. there are such a variety of lovely feelings that make you feel like your in a diferent world without even talking one step out of earth. close your eyes. explore. you don't have to adjust yourself for people to like you. be yourself, and one day, one person will like who you are. patience is what will guide you to w

what i think.. by cupcakeater12, literature

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what i think..

I can believe to dream, in such submissive eyes, where i can be free, Is where my creativity seems to hide. In such a daze, revealing my self, i become amazed, of what stories i can share. The melody reminds me of you. how i feel when your prescence is here, makes my insides bloom, wich makes my smile smirk at it's fear. What can i expect from the future? will i be what i want? i want my heart to be creative and pure. as it is, so i can have passion and be blunt. May such words affect my dear self conscious, im tired, that your words already make me noxious so ill just smile. The delightness of my hearing, i thank. to forever kneel. ag

._. do you understand? by cupcakeater12, literature

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._. do you understand?

As i hear, the beautiful sound of your voice, in a delicate way, your story, can be related in diferent ways. you are the feeling within the thought, you are the delicacy of a million heavens, wich in fact, is many, you start off, delicatelly as always, but you come out of your overlly defined shell making your feelings clear, young voice center of many, the voice of your admirable touch, of many movements, you are the system of attention. you still don't speak, yet you seem to cause the affect of an infinitive amount of people. even if with one, you are not able to be used, you are not able to express the delight of hearing such thing as

blah and blah all i can describe to this by cupcakeater12, literature

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blah and blah all i can describe to this

i can move i can breath i can love i can be me. im afraid to look at the person, that has brought me happiness because i don't wish to see you gone, i dont want you to see me crying at your bests. i can't believe that what ive been looking for is finally here ive come to love even more than before please don't leave dear. i can't think of anything really, with a smirk on my face i miss you dearly. trying to survive the day. i wondered what was i in this world? i don't want to know that anymore, to this story what was my moral? but i just know only you i can adore. it has become dificult to hide my feelings thanks to you. i feel like i h

what your dealing with.. by cupcakeater12, literature

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what your dealing with..

hmm.. let's see how do i explain such thing to you... before... even if it's a bit hard to believe, i didn't smile at all.. My childhood was not the greatest outside of school.. So many family problems.. i was forced to hide my own feelings from everyone. i lied about my grades so many times.. because i was such a scaredy-cat little kid. if i got a bad grade i'd cry in school and at home if they yelled at me i would be with a serious face holding all the pain and guilt inside. but they just thought that my face looked like i didn't care. and so from there on i lied so much i felt sick of it, i hid my feelings so much i forgot what it w

Nonesense to the extent of madness by cupcakeater12, literature

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Nonesense to the extent of madness

I don't believe in love yet...what I feel has become so dificult to understand that, as a dark mask, I wouldn't be able to cover my severly fallen face... As desperate as it seems to write such nonesense, I cannot control my own feelings itself and as I write, my thoughts will slowly dissapear. I will not remember this letter, therefor you will be reading what my true felings will be saying. and so, I'm scared to admit this weakness back and forth I come to doubt myself in a way, that you,yourself won't seem to find happy. But when I look into your simply gestured eyes... I can't seem to contain myself and smile like a fool, I can't beli

love...? or just a love sick fool? by cupcakeater12, literature

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love...? or just a love sick fool?

im calm when inside, i myself cannot believe that someone can love such monster as myself. every insult i give you, you laugh to them.. it's quite irritaing your reaction really.. my heart is racing but i still cannot admit to myself such thing. if you knew i carried such pain around, would you still love me? if you knew how much i hate myself will you walk away? do you really love me? how can i really believe you? i, believe, anything.. i dont know.. confusing all around... i love you but ive been brainwashed by people who gave me a wrong idea about you. and so i feel confused.. who lying here? who's the idiot? i don't know where i a

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You? by cupcakeater12, literature

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exit wounds by cupcakeater12, literature

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what i think.. by cupcakeater12, literature

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what i think..

._. do you understand? by cupcakeater12, literature

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._. do you understand?

blah and blah all i can describe to this by cupcakeater12, literature

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blah and blah all i can describe to this

what your dealing with.. by cupcakeater12, literature

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what your dealing with..

Nonesense to the extent of madness by cupcakeater12, literature

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Nonesense to the extent of madness

love...? or just a love sick fool? by cupcakeater12, literature

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love...? or just a love sick fool?

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Artist // Hobbyist // Traditional Art

Sep 15
Puerto Rico
Deviant for 12 years
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well..... hi! my nickname is juju! soo lol i hope u all like this bio and well i love to draw it means alot to me since i was very little till now :3 soo hehe i hope u all like my deviantart! >;p ill do my best to impress u all!

Favourite Visual Artist

my bestfriend

Favourite Movies

ponyo, coraline,the ring

Favourite TV Shows

lol there alot XD

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

hatsune miku, and supercell,some paramore, and bullet for my valentine

Favourite Books

boys are dogs, girls acting katty,slob,and much more

Favourite Writers

stephanie meyer, Hiro Fujiwara

Favourite Games

mortal combat, sonic, mario bros, grand theft auto, e.t.c

Favourite Gaming Platform

>.> i have no idea wat that is XD sorry if that sounded stupid...

Other Interests

hmm i dunno ^^

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cupcakeater12

Jan 27, 2013

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As we all reach to know, what is this convoluted thing, established by society as a word to be known as "love".. We have all studied this word for centuries, Some have embraced  it, Some are not alive to tell us what they know about it, And others... others are just left unknown to what is this  "love" But one thing is sure.. Everyone will meet their own love at their moment. Everyone is the  writter to the story of their first encounter with love. In my opinion, Love cannot be defined as a self- explanatory feeling, It is something so uncertain and interesting that once you have it, there is no reason to even wonder about it anymore You're

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Almia-Hikari

Sep 15, 2013

Happy birthday Juju!

Hope you have an awesome day

cupcakeater12

Sep 27, 2013

oh you.. ! thanks!! Even though im a bit late! ive missed you! and deviantart!

I hope your alright

Almia-Hikari

Dec 26, 2012

Hi!

How are you?

And thank you for the

cupcakeater12

Dec 26, 2012

oh your welcome! and me im fine!

merry late christmas! ^^ just got sme video games and such.. also ive been drawing alot lately i tried making a manga recently even tho i have only made one page, ill be publishing it later so you can see! so how are you? how life treating you? :]

Almia-Hikari

Dec 29, 2012

Merry christmas too you too (Even if it's late) and Happy new year!

(Even if it's still a bit early.)

Awesome, I got some markers and a whole bunch of manga books

Really? I 'm looking forward too see it

Well, it's been a whole lot better but also worse. But stuff happens, and sometimes do you just have to accept that you can't do anything about it. I just try my best to be positive and keep doing my best. Giving up and getting all depressed now isn't an option. I mean it could have been worse...

thanks for the fave!

anytime :3 keep at what your doing. i can really relate to what you write :] i am now your fan!!!! XD